KHUSHI

Whenever I feel able to myself to write anything about God's glory then
I found a eternal relief in my soul and feel light like air from my stress and
roam here and there enjoyly. I want to store these feelings in my heart
to heal me.Iwant to express God's glory in loud voice but I could not
get words to write my feelings I have so many experiences about God's
visions when I feel him by touch my life as miracles . I found so many
times answers of my life's typical questions but I can't express them.
I beg to my God to get that strenth which make me to spread God's glory.

Ehsas

Ehsas jo har  samay Ishwar ke mere saath hone ko majbuti deta hai, us Ehsas
ko kya naam du ? kya ye khud Ishwar hai jo mujhe yeh bharosa delate hai ke
mat dar Mai tera Parmeshwar Yahova sada tere saath hu, har achey or bure
samayo me mai tere saath rahunga or har pareshani se tujhe ubar lunga har
mushkil ghari me teri dhal ban kar tujhe har tang halaat ka saamna karne ki
takat tujhe pradan karunga.GOD SAYS
        ALWAYS TURUST ON ME I WILL BE WITH YOU
                       DO NOT AFRAID IN ANY CONDITION.

Meaning

Today I want to know the meaning of my life, which is lost by me in the crowd of world.
Why I am alive  only for eating food,wearing clothes, and sleep for whole night or God
wants any thing else from me. I am not able to think about it but my heart is not calm, may
be it is searching something, not any materialistic thing  it can be different from our daily
routine related any social site like woman condition in society. How and why
is treated  me and other same aged woman like garbage. Every girl when she got
married and come to her new home she is welcome  by everyone. when she become
 mother which is the most precious gift from God. She is ok but after that she become
waste and old thing and day by day she becomes waste and waste.Why now she is
not alive ,now she has no feelings no pain no personal identity or choice why she
can't show her feeling.Always she has to follow the orders of others. Why people
think that woman don't have brain ,she is foolish, she can't do anything. Only man can
do everything. He is always right, he can do anything and it will be right ,he never
be wrong.